Liz Merridew's blog

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I think I got too much unproductive time in my hands and I cram a lot for important deadlines like for my thesis and such. So there, my point here is that I spend my time unproductively (if ever there is such a word)...

Ok, 19, Adele's album.

If ever you're like my friends named Abi and Lianne, I think this would be a good album for you for it recounts your feelings. Although you should play it like this......

i. Best For Last ( first bitter mode)

ii. Chasing Pavements (there you go, you can't seem to let go even if it hurts too much)

iii. Cold Shoulder (second bitter mode but with anger now, embrace that anger but do not act out because of it)

iv. First Love (grieve and do say goodbye)

and if you can move on then there's a fifth

v. Make You Feel My Love (to someone deserving enough...)

I think Adele did some YEARS too (no, I'm not talking about jail but about an inside joke).

ooooh heart, can you just heal and be done with it... how I hope so.... but then again... this is LIFE.

wait in vain

* i don't want to wait in vain for your love....*

For the last few days I've been waiting for the survey responses for my thesis and it is a long and stressful wait. It is such a painful wait. I've been waiting...

My friend told me that waiting is good because when you finally got what you've been waiting for it is worth the wait. Really? Then that statement brought out the question, if we should wait at all... Are things worth waiting for?

Yes, most things are waiting for.

Most things are, like it is worthy to patiently wait for your food delivery.

It is worthy to wait for a good news from a job place or a school.

It is worthy to wait for a response from your parents that it is okay for them for you to go out.

It is worthy to wait for the that once in a thousand years lunar eclipse.

It is worthy to wait for that delayed plane for Paris.

It is worthy to wait for your first kiss.

It is worthy to wait for that one true love.

I guess, most things are worth waiting for.

Although......

We do get exhausted.

he's online

Blacksnow is now online.

Someone is now online.

Do you have that someone? Someone online but you do not want to talk with.

Do you stare at his name and all that's running in your mind is that 'he's online'?

He's online.

He's online (100x).

He's online.

I know...

He's online and you do not have the guts to even just click his name....

How sad is that?

 

 

monday bluer blues

Nakakainis talaga, pero ngayon pa ba ako susuko?

Konting tiis na lang.

Ilang puyat na lang.

Ilang dugo na lang.

Pero nakakainis talaga lalo na yung isang tao jan sa tabi-tabi. Isang malaking bwisit sa buhay. Akala mo kung sino! Oo, duwag ako kasi di ko masabi yung pangalan mo! Pero ikaw yun! Nakakainis ka. Kung hindi lang ako graduating eh baka nagdrop na ako sa subject na yun kasi andoon ka. Ayaw ko sa'yo. Mukha naman ayaw mo rin sa akin, so baka fair lang. Nakakainis ka. Buti na lang may respeto pa ako para sa iyo pero wag mong asahan na papangarapin ko pang makita at makasama ka pagkatapos ng term na 'to. Sana huwag na kasi ayoko talaga sa'yo.

NAKAKAINIS KA!!!!!

So there.

lazy bee

I might be looking up in the sky right now, making images out of clouds, if not for the lateness of the hour and tall buildings surrounding me I would definitely do that. Yes, do that first before the heaps of homework and responsibilities that need my attention.

This is so bad of me, I know.

I am such a lazy bee.

Damn, I don't even know where to start.

28th day

Sometimes Facebook do make sense....

 

Love doesn't walk away, people do.

post valentine reaction

It was valentine's day yesterday.

I didn't have any date.

But......

Who needs a date when you're in the movies with.....

 

PERCY JACKSON.

love it

14 days: day 14

What is Love?

 

1 Corinthians 13: 4-7, 13

14 days: day 10

Jane Eyre

Charlotte Bronte

"I had not intended to love him; the reader knows I had wrought hard to extirpate from my soul the germs of love there detected; and now, at the first renewed view of him, they spontaneously arrived, green and strong! He made me love him without looking at me." - Jane

"I sometimes have a queer feeling with regard to you--especially when you are near me, as now: it is as if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly and inextricably knotted to a similar string situated in the corresponding quarter of your little frame. And if that boisterous channel, and two hundred miles or so of land come broad between us, I am afraid that cord of communion will be snapt; and then I've a nervous notion I should take to bleeding inwardly." - Mr. Rochester

"Gentle reader, may you never feel what I then felt? May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart-wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to Heaven in prayers so hopeless and so agonized as in that hour left my lips; for never may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you wholly love" - Jane

14 days: day 9

Back in my Literature class our prof asked us to have a methapor for love.

He asked us to be creative and unique.

So I wrote down my definition of love.

I said that:

Love is like skinny-dipping in a beach with people.

You need courage to do it.

You need to feel the discomfort it will bring.

Some will do it many times.

Some will never do it.

And some will just do it once.

Lastly, one must enjoy it regardless of the unknown outcome.